||RONNIE MONTROSE'S DEATH WAS CAUSED BY SELF-INFLICTED GUNSHOT WOUND
11th April 2012
It has been confirmed that Ronnie Montrose's death in March was not directly because of his long battle with cancer. Instead the San Mateo County Coroner's Office have reported that the guitarist died from a self-inflicted gunshot wound.
According to family friend Michael Molenda, in a sad and touching article on GuitarPlayer.com, the Montrose family knew the findings would be made public soon so they posted a statement on Ronnie's website and official Facebook page, which you can read in full below.
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"By now, the devastating truth of Ronnie's death is public knowledge. We hope you can understand why we wanted to keep this news a private family matter for as long as possible. We can only hope that you will choose to celebrate Ronnie's life, and what his music meant to you, rather than mourn his passing. Ronnie would have wanted it that way.
"He loved being a guitarist, a composer, a producer, and a creator of magic. He fully understood his gifts, and yet he constantly pushed himself to evolve, improve, and make better music. He did this for himself, and he did this for you, because he adored and appreciated his fans. Please keep his energy, his joy, and his love in your hearts.
"Please note that there will be no more statements from the Montrose family at this time. We ask that you respect the family's privacy."
Ronnie apparently suffered from clinical depression for much of his life. His wife and manager, Leighsa Montrose, explained that he "had a very difficult childhood, which caused him to have extremely deep and damaging feelings of inadequacy, this is why he always drove himself so hard."
Leighsa goes on to detail her husband's last days on earth, which conclude with him saying goodbye to her in a series of heartbreaking text messages. To her immense credit, she seems to have found peace in his passing:
"I looked at his peaceful and calm face, and I said to him, 'You've shown me I have no choice in this matter... I told him I loved him. I accepted what had happened. And then I sat calmly on the couch and called the police department."
By her account, despite all his success and acclaim, Ronnie "never thought he was good enough. He always feared he'd be exposed as a fraud. So he was exacting in his self-criticism, and the expectations he put upon himself were tremendous. Now I see that perhaps he didn't want to carry these burdens for very much longer."